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On March 2, 1972, I was elated by the birth of my first child, a daughter.
Since she was the 'Dawning' or beginning of my family we named her
Dawn Marie. She was beautiful. She had a dark complexion, dark
eyes and black hair just like her great-grandfather. Dawn was born
healthy though she had problems with bronchial congestion.
The doctors gave her many medications to relieve her of her congestion but
nothing seemed to help her to breathe any better.
When she was six years old, I had to enter the hospital for tests.
While I was in the hospital, I awakened one Sunday morning to a beautiful
April sunrise. The huge sun quietly rose from behind the Blue Ridge
Mountains. The morning fog dissipated slowly as the warm rays of
sunshine crept over the blue-gray mountains. All this directed my
thoughts to my Dawn. The baby which I longed to hold as I had only
a few days before.
I felt such a perfect morning could never be anything less. Then, at
about 10 a.m. the phone rang. I answered it only to hear the voice of
my wife telling me that she had to bring the baby to the emergency room.
She was having extreme difficulty breathing. Then my wife described to
me the most devastating news.
The baby had stopped breathing in the emergency room. She had turned
blue as the nurses rushed her to an emergency booth. In shock, my wife
heard someone say the baby had died.....
My thoughts began to get jumbled. I couldn't concentrate. I knew
I had to slow down... but I couldn't.
I tried to organize my thoughts, but I could only think of my baby. I
would never hold her again. I would never walk her to school. I
would never watch her grow into a fine young woman. I would never see
her alive again... Then I realized that my wife was still talking on
the phone saying that she would call me as soon as she heard anything else.
At about 2 p.m, my wife walked into my room. She told me how they
worked hard to save dawn's life. Again, my thoughts started becoming
jumbled but I heard her say that the baby was in an oxygen tent in a room
on a lower floor. The next morning the doctors were to conduct more
tests to determine how extensive the damage was.
In the emergency room, the doctors were able to revive her and run various
tests. They discovered that Dawn had an enlarged heart which was twice
its normal size, a heart murmur and bronchial congestion.
Suddenly, I had an idea. Though I was unsaved and hadn't attended
church for several years, I was raised in the church and knew that God
might heal her. I immediately phoned the pastor where my mother
attended church. I had explained our dilemma at great length.
I was very desperate. He agreed to have the church pray specifically
for Dawn in the service that evening.
I asked nurses if I could go see my daughter. Each time they said
there was no way for me to go to another floor to visit with her. I
was so distraught, I even considered how I might sneak down the fire exits
to see her.
Finally, a nurse came to inform me that since I was there for tests and
was not contagious, they would allow me to go down the back elevator to
Dawn's floor.
She looked so tiny and alone under the plastic cover of the oxygen tent.
I wanted to hold her but I wasn't allowed. I wanted to comfort
her but the nurses said that we were not to move the tent.
The next morning, the sunrise was not noticed as I dwelt on my own Dawn.
I could think of nothing else.
About mid-day I received news about Dawn. The doctors had put her
on machines which showed that the heart was normal. Believing that
the equipment was faulty, they brought in other machines. Still,
they showed a normal heart.
Not sure of what was happening, doctors ordered brand new machines to be
brought to her. They plugged her in and turned them on. Again,
the proof was there. She was healed. Her heart was perfect.
Except for a minor congestion, Dawn was now in the best of health.
Her doctor wanted to keep her for observation which they did. She
was released on Wednesday in perfect health.
Dawn has had no illnesses since then, until January 1998 when she had
appendicitis, which she had removed. Other than that, she has had
no illnesses short of minor colds or flu which everyone gets. Still,
it seems that she is healthier than most of her peers.
Only a healing God can do this kind of miracle. One of God's titles
is Jehovah Rapha, meaning, 'the God who Heals."
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